True Love of Mother and Son. Freeman’s mom only had one eye. He hated her, she was such an embarrassment. His mom ran a small shop at a flea market. She collected little weeds and such to sell, anything for the money they needed, she was such an embarrassment. There was this one day during elementary school. He remembered that it was field day, and his mom came. He was so embarrassed. How could she do this to him? He threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school… “Your mom only has one eye?!” and they taunted him.
He wished that his mom would just disappear from this world so he said to my mom, “Mom, why you just have one eye? Don’t you have the other eye?! You’re only going to make me a laughing stock. Why don’t you just die?” His mom didn’t respond. He guess he felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that he had said what he’d wanted to say all this time. Maybe it was because his mom hadn’t punished him, but he didn’t think that he had hurt her felling very badly.
That night… Freeman woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. His mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake him. He took a look at her, and then turned away. Because of the thing He had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at him in the corner of his heart. Even so, he hated his mother who was crying out of her one eye. So he told himself that he would grow up and become successful, because he hated his one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty.
Then he studied really hard. He left his mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence he had. Then, he got married. He bought a house of his town. Then he had kids, too. At that time he was living happily as a successful man. He liked it here because it’s a place that didn’t remind him of his mom.
This happiness was getting lower and lower, when someone unexpected came to see him “What?! Who’s this?!”… It was his mother… Still with her one eye. It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on him. His little girl ran away, scared of his mom’s eye.
And he asked her, “Who are you?? I don’t know you!!” as if he tried to make real. He screamed at her “How dare you came to my house and scare my daughter! Get out here now! “. And to this, his mother quietly answered, “oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address, “and she disappeared. Thank goodness… she doesn’t recognize me.” He was quite relieved. He told himself that he wasn’t going to care, or think about this for the rest of his life.
Then a wave of relief came upon him. One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to Freeman’s house. He lied to his wife saying that he was going on a business trip. After the reunion, he went down to the old shack that he used to call a house… just out of curiosity there, he found his mother had fallen on the cold ground. But he did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand… it was a letter to him.
The content of the letter was like below.
“My son, I think my life has been long enough now. And… I won’t visit Seoul anymore… but would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the school… For you… I’m sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you.”
“You see when you were very little, you got an accident, and you lost your eye. As a mother, I could not stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye… so I gave you mine… I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did. The couple times that you were angry with me. I thought to myself, “It’s because he loves me.” I miss the times when you were still young around me.”
Freeman went shock after reading the letter. “ Oh My God, how a wicked person I am. Why can I do the bad thing to my mother who has given her eye to me? How bad I am that I have humiliated to my mother whom love me so much! Forgive my mom. Forgive me My God.” He was regret to do bad things to his mother.
“I miss you so much. I love you. You mean the world to me. My world shattered!” Then he cried for the person who lived for him, his mother.